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07-24-2025

title attribution: kuu wo midashite by frog96 feat KAFU

well as future me (or reader) may not be aware the internet noose is tightening around us. itch.io banned adult content due to payment processor pressure two days ago, in addition to steam removing multiple games a few days before that. if i'm to be candid, i've never played a porn game on itch.io, but it was a good enough kick in the pants to start up.

frankly speaking i'm a little bit embarrassed at how barebones the site is. i mean there's simple and then there's simple... but at the same time i don't really like a lot of the extra junk i see around the new-old web. i guess that's too harsh of a way to put it -- it's really cool what people can do with floating windows and making thing like winAMP skins from my childhood or game textboxes or whatever the hell else, but it's not for me.

i want to eventually add an ephemera section too -- quotes, images, etc that i enjoy, but as i said KISS is key here. plundering my old aesthetic tumblr blog, a few subreddits that haven't been taken over by AIslop would probably be useful. actually running the aesthetic tumblr again might be a good idea though i'm 99% sure i didn't move that over so i'd have to make a new one :pensive: oh i was considering a guestbook too but they all seem to ask for an email so hmm...

i'm also considering picking up bullet journaling, it's something i've looked upon jealously for a while. my handwriting isn't very neat or cute sadly but i do frequenly find myself losing track of what i need to do, or how many hours i've worked, so that at minimum would be a good idea to track. i used to keep a dreamwidth journal for that case but after i had my first leg surgery i fell off doing it, plus it was more to keep track of feelings and emotional regulation too. they serve two different functions in my head.

as you can see these are just going to be nonsense brain dumps, and a possible mirror of what i've seen recently on my dreamwidth. i'll try to refrain from longform posting about my real life circumstances, as this site is publically indexed without even the illusion of privacy a friends lock gives. however i must admit i'm actually pleased and a little excited to have done it, so that's really all i need.